Lost

I stepped foot into our old place

Now I can’t stop seeing your face 

I smiled as tears streamed down my cheeks

“Yes, I’m okay,” I could barely speak 

You were the best two years of my life

I never wanted to say goodbye 

I wanted your stay to be forever 

But we were never good at managing bad weather 

But I miss your laugh

And the way you loved our cats

I miss hearing your voice

How your presence could calm all the noise

I miss holding your hand 

I miss everything about you

I don’t even know what’s been going on, lately I’ve just felt so lost

I do know that it still stands true, my heart still beats for you

I think it always will