Lie

I lie about how much I cry

I lie about how many times it crosses my mind 

What would you think of me if you knew the truth? 

What would anyone think of me if they knew the truth? 

What can solve it that I haven’t tried?

What can I try that doesn’t make me want to die?

Who could help me? 

Where can I go? 

I only have me and this is all I know.